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I'm wondering what life's got to give

Because i have no reason to live

Not worth anything and never gonna be

Just wanna know who I am, so i can be me

Strugling to make it through my day

Seems like almost everyday this i say

I just wish i could take it all back

And make sure i stay on track

I don't knwo what to do anymore

It seems like i've rotted down to the core

Life's not fair, this we all know

Don't we just wanna move on and say "so?"

We can't give up! Even when it's tough

Life can make even the simple things rough

Staring at a picture of my best friend

Thinking back on the times when we didn't do the things we do

Wondering what if i could take it all back

Would I?

Would i want to learn this way and never make these mistakes again?

OR would i have made these mistakes later on?

My parents don't understand, they just don't get it!

They don't understand that i am giving everything away to earn their trust

I'm on the verge of insanity

It doesn't matter how hard i try

It's never enough I miss my best friend! And everyone i left behind

These lonely days break my heart

I could be at CHS socializing and being me

I haven't been myself lately

I hate it.

I miss me.

What To Do?

What to do?

Tears trying to make their ways down my cheeks

DOn't know why

Thoughts of cutting, running, and dying are all stuck in my head

The voices won't go away

Can't someone make them leave?

They chase me everywhere and want to control me

The world is spinning and everything's blurred

I can't focus and make sense of anything

It's always this way

Now the voices are screaming not just talking

Nothing makes them go away

What to do?

The Fire In My Soul Is Burning Out

Birth is the beginning of death

The death of me is pain

I wish I had the power to make the pain subside…but I don’t

The dreams of my life I once longed to lead

Are being drained by the knife

That leaves my soul and wrists to bleed

The rushing of the blood amazes me

because I don’t want to live on

The pain reminds me that I’m alive

And the tears soothe my burning soul

However, the fire never completely dies

Unlike me, I want to die

The fire struggles to live on and survive

How come I don’t feel like the fire burning inside me?

With relief I note the darkness-

the sun, with its thoughtlessness

like me, has gone

Death is so bad, or is it a relief?

The time has come you must let go

of the one you have loved for too long

You can rest assured

No more pain and suffering will be endured

I will be with you everyday

And with the angels below

I will look up to you

FRIENDS

I’m building up a memory fund

Of things we’ve done and shared

Memories of the little things

That showed you both cared

Our real love

Warm smiles

And open arms will be there

Whether we are near or far

It doesn’t matter where we are

The friendships that I treasure

Are the ones when they always understand

And continually lend a hand

You’re loved on earth

You’re loved above

The unconditional gift from God is love

So whether you’re up

Or whether you’re down

Look in your heart

I’ll always be around

I wrote this poem for my two best friends EVER!! really, you guys mean the world to me. I LOVE YOU!

Save Me

I can feel the salt in my wound burning

My wound is life; the salt is sin

When will it stop burning?

Why won’t this pain cease?

I’m so confused

Have you ever waken up and not known where you were?

That’s how I feel

I’m having suicidal thoughts

There’s just too much for me to handle

There’s no way I’m mentally stable

No one can know the real me, I cover it up

Dark thoughts flood my mind

And you should be scared of what you’ll find

I just want to be kept alone

Away from everything, just my thoughts and me

My teachers want to know what’s happening to me

My grades are suffering

I feel hopeless

Too much stress; I feel the anxiety coming close

Someone come and save me

What You Mean To Me

You turn my darkness into light

You make everything alrite

You pick me up when I am down

You turned my life around

If I didn’t have you, what would I be?

A blessing is what you are to me

When I need you the most, you are there

Even if it seems like you don’t care

When I don’t think I can make it another day

You chase all my doubts away

If I didn’t have you, what would I be?

A treasure is what you are to me

The world is full of many people; it’s true

But there is only one of you

You fill my heart with love

You must be sent from above

If I didn’t have you, what would I be?

An angel is what you are to me

Lost and alone I might soon be

Because you might not be here with me

We have reason to be sad

Because we have brought on the bad

If I didn’t have you, who would I be?

A best friend is what you’ll always be

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